Friday, June 29, 2007

friendless and happy

i don't think i have ever gone this long in my life without making a friend. and i am totally okay with that. i'm not worried about finding friends, i know when i get situated into my house and ward they will come...it's and inevitable and wonderful thing that just happens with having kids.

instead, when the kids and i go to the pool, we chat up the vacationing guests and have temporary friends for a day or two until they are on their way back to nebraska or california. sometimes kids stop in for a visit which delights afton! i can joke with the girls at the front desk about the number of blockbuster dvd's i get, but i don't know their names.

i know soon enough i will get to regurgitate my life story to many, many great people. but for now, it is really nice to enjoy the silence of just being me.

1 comment:

Liz said...

ah! I totally know exactly what you are saying. it's a nice hidden feeling and fresh start, but it won't last very long.